Dear Mr. Prince Charming,
Where Hell could you be, because wherever you are...its no where near me! The last time I wrote this letter I thought that I was writing the real you but not to my surprise I was kissing yet another frog trying to turn him into a Prince. Now look I am tired of kissing these nasty from that only want to play leap frog and hop scotch! I am tired of waiting in my tower for you to come and rescue me from these freaks that keep trying to make ME their Princess. I want you , to know that tall,dark, handsome, intelligent, chivalrous, funny, caring, kind,protective, ambitious and gentle. WHERE ARE YOU! Because your Princess awaits........
Ladies where is your prince...lol
Friday, October 8, 2010
Hold to God's Unchanging Hands
When we walk in circles God patiently stands waiting for us to stop pacing and take his hand.
When he allows the devil to do things in our lives, He gives us the tools to fight the battle. But do we realize that he's there while we fight or give up. When we fail to see the beauty in others and we focus so much on ourselves, God brings us to a point in which we become sick of ourselves...why because the greatest sin is SELF. When you don't listen to His word.... he shows you he is God in the greatest way! He is power, and the most powerful, so why do we choose to fight with him by being disobedient. When you fail life's test God doesn't spank us, he gives us more tools to pass the next test. When we don't listen to the people that God has put in our life to help us through our confusion, He puts more people with more insight in our lives so that we can widen our ears to the words of wisdom God gives these people. When we let our friendships, relationships, and acquaintances deter us from God's hand, he then uses those very things to draw us closer to him. When you hold on to his hands, he won't let you go. Have faith and know that he is there! God is God and he always will be God!
When he allows the devil to do things in our lives, He gives us the tools to fight the battle. But do we realize that he's there while we fight or give up. When we fail to see the beauty in others and we focus so much on ourselves, God brings us to a point in which we become sick of ourselves...why because the greatest sin is SELF. When you don't listen to His word.... he shows you he is God in the greatest way! He is power, and the most powerful, so why do we choose to fight with him by being disobedient. When you fail life's test God doesn't spank us, he gives us more tools to pass the next test. When we don't listen to the people that God has put in our life to help us through our confusion, He puts more people with more insight in our lives so that we can widen our ears to the words of wisdom God gives these people. When we let our friendships, relationships, and acquaintances deter us from God's hand, he then uses those very things to draw us closer to him. When you hold on to his hands, he won't let you go. Have faith and know that he is there! God is God and he always will be God!
What is Missing?
See I have been battling this feeling
but its really not a feeling but an action
the lack of this action has fueled a reaction
that's got me listening to the words of Lauryn like " it could all be so simple ...but you rather make it hard.....or tell me who I have to be... to get some reciprocity.
And then I sit and realize that it is the lack of reciprocation that is driving me to question my intentions and my actions, sometimes even my being and I seem to seek to find the definition.
To reciprocate means to give mutually, to return in kind or degree....
now with that it escapes me when you seem to wonder why my attitude is so indifferent towards you,and you ask what you've done and I say NOTHING and that is what I mean.
To be a friend means that one attached to another by affection or esteem and I cannot deny that part is true however
ciara says the problem here is you , ain't nobody new, not even my crew can take the place of you, the problem her is YOU.
And see I have been battling this feeling but its really not are feel but an action
that lack of this action has fueled my reaction
and Now I sit and I wonder what is next
will this poem spark a flame
that will ignite and incinerate whatever it is
that is prohibiting this action of reciprocation but
until that day
I will continue to
do unto to you as I would want you
to do on to me
as I await reciprocity.
but its really not a feeling but an action
the lack of this action has fueled a reaction
that's got me listening to the words of Lauryn like " it could all be so simple ...but you rather make it hard.....or tell me who I have to be... to get some reciprocity.
And then I sit and realize that it is the lack of reciprocation that is driving me to question my intentions and my actions, sometimes even my being and I seem to seek to find the definition.
To reciprocate means to give mutually, to return in kind or degree....
now with that it escapes me when you seem to wonder why my attitude is so indifferent towards you,and you ask what you've done and I say NOTHING and that is what I mean.
To be a friend means that one attached to another by affection or esteem and I cannot deny that part is true however
ciara says the problem here is you , ain't nobody new, not even my crew can take the place of you, the problem her is YOU.
And see I have been battling this feeling but its really not are feel but an action
that lack of this action has fueled my reaction
and Now I sit and I wonder what is next
will this poem spark a flame
that will ignite and incinerate whatever it is
that is prohibiting this action of reciprocation but
until that day
I will continue to
do unto to you as I would want you
to do on to me
as I await reciprocity.
Finding Your Feet
In Life we learn that we must walk by faith and not by sight. But as we go through life we truly learn that this is not always easy to do. We are constantly being put into testing positions that make faith seem unrealistic. It is only until we find our feet, that we may truly find that faith is not hard to have. It is only the battle over ourselves that prohibits its growth. When we become to focused on our lives and sometimes with the lives of others we tend to loose our feet through the paths that we tread daily. We tend to create or allow distractions to rule over our eyes which in turn blinds us to what God wants us to see. We tend to allow people and their issues and problems with us guide and steer us rather than consulting God about the issues that have been addressed. As humans we often get so caught up in our "Worldly Crowns" so much so that we fail to learn from the test that God is putting us through. We must learn that God will continue to test us, not so that when we fail he can say "I told you so, you should have listened to me" but in testing us he strengthens our faith. The Stronger the faith the farther we will truly be able to go.God has dominion over all, and his kingdom is limitless. With God's kingdom and power being so infinite, why do we put constraints on ourselves in life. Why is it that we tell ourselves lies like, I can't do this because of that or I wont do this because I am this person? What authority do we have to say what is and isn't possible for us or anything for that matter. Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen. So if we have real faith we shouldn't say that we can't, we must have faith that if our father says Go we will follow him blindly, for we cannot see where we are going, but after finding our feet, we must put one foot over the other and go. The path that God has for our lives is far greater than anything that we could ever imagine for ourselves. When we intrust our lives to ourselves we see that we will put things in our life that God never ordered. So in short we must find our feet and walk by faith.
I want to pose a few questions, answer these within yourself.
Are you challenging your mind to think and see beyond what you know and can grasp?
Do you think that God can transform you?
These are just a few questions to ask yourself.
I want to pose a few questions, answer these within yourself.
Are you challenging your mind to think and see beyond what you know and can grasp?
Do you think that God can transform you?
These are just a few questions to ask yourself.
In the midst of discovery
To uncover true unbinding independence
To escape tradition and become
The reflected mirror image that is me
Insecurity’s inheritance inhibits progress
Yet the fights through caved walls never cease
The initiation of reality and awareness began with you.
Transcending feelings of curiosity and hope claim stake here
Former arsonist become incinerated through the flames they’ve created
Entrapment of feelings, cause them to grasp for the lighter again and again
As the flames get hotter and hotter the burns go so deep, but the arsonist loves the pain,
this way, it will all be over.
Who Am to save to one that loves the pain.
Is it wrong to desire the warm embrace of the sun,
Feeling the air of love appreciation in my heart.
Conventional perspective, Safety net realism, and common sense fear
enclose the free love boiling deep within.
Simplicity and expansion ideals embed themselves within the shelves of my mind
Now my mental library is generating the biography of you.
Aww honey lover, how I wish I was closer to your hive.
Your words come few but linger long in my mind.
In the midst of discovery I found you, now what am I to do?
To escape tradition and become
The reflected mirror image that is me
Insecurity’s inheritance inhibits progress
Yet the fights through caved walls never cease
The initiation of reality and awareness began with you.
Transcending feelings of curiosity and hope claim stake here
Former arsonist become incinerated through the flames they’ve created
Entrapment of feelings, cause them to grasp for the lighter again and again
As the flames get hotter and hotter the burns go so deep, but the arsonist loves the pain,
this way, it will all be over.
Who Am to save to one that loves the pain.
Is it wrong to desire the warm embrace of the sun,
Feeling the air of love appreciation in my heart.
Conventional perspective, Safety net realism, and common sense fear
enclose the free love boiling deep within.
Simplicity and expansion ideals embed themselves within the shelves of my mind
Now my mental library is generating the biography of you.
Aww honey lover, how I wish I was closer to your hive.
Your words come few but linger long in my mind.
In the midst of discovery I found you, now what am I to do?
Sunday, September 26, 2010
And So
He was the air
that I never could fully breathe in
without wondering if his
parasitic energy would
entrap its self within my lungs
And So I must suffocate
this air and taste the breathe of Life
and live it.
that I never could fully breathe in
without wondering if his
parasitic energy would
entrap its self within my lungs
And So I must suffocate
this air and taste the breathe of Life
and live it.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Its been a year
I have gotten rid of my locs and started again. I am very happy with this decision. I feel that I am becoming the Woman that I see and feel inside me.
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