What is Missing?

See I have been battling this feeling


but its really not a feeling but an action

the lack of this action has fueled a reaction

that's got me listening to the words of Lauryn like " it could all be so simple ...but you rather make it hard.....or tell me who I have to be... to get some reciprocity.

And then I sit and realize that it is the lack of reciprocation that is driving me to question my intentions and my actions, sometimes even my being and I seem to seek to find the definition.

To reciprocate means to give mutually, to return in kind or degree....

now with that it escapes me when you seem to wonder why my attitude is so indifferent towards you,and you ask what you've done and I say NOTHING and that is what I mean.

To be a friend means that one attached to another by affection or esteem and I cannot deny that part is true however

ciara says the problem here is you , ain't nobody new, not even my crew can take the place of you, the problem her is YOU.

And see I have been battling this feeling but its really not are feel but an action

that lack of this action has fueled my reaction

and Now I sit and I wonder what is next

will this poem spark a flame

that will ignite and incinerate whatever it is

that is prohibiting this action of reciprocation but

until that day

I will continue to

do unto to you as I would want you

to do on to me

as I await reciprocity.